Friday, October 26, 2007

God, I guess I wasn't clear?

I asked for three MILLION, not three hundred THOUSAND. Not an astonishing number, not even a great number, but that was my threshold for hope.

They should have called and cancelled. Just when you think it couldn't be as bad as before. Only 380,000 and still too many white blood cells to actually put in the uterus, so they just injected into the cervix. The nurse is going to call me after the doctor reviews and tell me if he wants me to even bother to repeat tomorrow. And scheduled the consult for the end of Nov. Since RE is on vacation for two weeks, that is the earliest appt. I pretty much think we're done though.

Update- the NP called and RE thinks it's worth trying tomorrow. So, we get to haul ourselves across town (only the main clinic is open on the weekends, not the smaller one I usually go to) on a Saturday morning for a real exercise in futility.

7 comments:

AwkwardMoments said...

I am praying for you. this is rough news to hear. I am so sorry

Amanda said...

I am so sorry. I will keep you in my prayers. <3

Me said...

That blows. I'm truly sorry.

Mommy Someday said...

That sucks! Sorry! Will keep my fingers crossed for you!!!

Katie said...

I hate when people use cliches, but you do know. . . it only takes one. I am sorry, though, because I know how much it sucks to have to do all of this when it feels so futile. I will be hoping that it wasn't and that you are only just beginning.

bluehairedwoman said...

i'm really sorry this was such a disappointing IUI cycle.

Kristen said...

I'm sorry about the count. I hope it proves to be all you need. Thinking of and praying for you. XOXO