I resigned myself months ago to the fact that not only would I not have a baby this Christmas, I wouldn't be pregnant either. But last night I asked DH if he thought we would have one next year for Christmas or at least in process (whether that be pregnancy or imminent adoption). He, being the eternal optimist, said yes. But I just don't see how we're going to get there.
I am really feeling like we need to get some irons in the fire. I need to have something to hang on to in order to get me through this Christmas.
Friday is our consult with the RE. I figure he is going to inform us that further IUIs are pointless. I am not even sure what to ask him at this appointment. What a waste of his time and our money (thankfully, most of it insurance).
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Ah the $64 question...
I've been feeling the same way about Christmas. Last year, I bought a Christmas baby hat on sale after Christmas because I expected to have one by now.
I hate how the holdidays makes me (and seemingly a lot of us) feel. Last week DH said he just knew it was our last childless thanksgiving...but it really is an empty promise on his part.
Good luck at your consult on Friday!
I am wishing you much luck at the consult.
This whole journey is so damn hard...I SO thought I would be at least pregnant by this Christmas. We can BOTH hope for next year, right?=)
I'm wishing for a Christmas miracle pregnancy for all of us.
It could happen... Couldn't it?
If I cross my fingers, tap my shoes together and focus really hard...
Good luck
Oh, my own famous last words, "Maybe this time next year..." The holidays can be really tough.
I hope your consult goes well.
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