Thursday, November 8, 2007

As expected

A negative beta. We are going to take November off to resolve the sperm white blood cell issue (hopefully) and see what the RE has to say on the 30th. At least, I don't have to worry about being hopped up on hormones during Thanksgiving.

Strangely enough, I didn't cry after they called with the result. Maybe the disappointment gets easier? For that matter, I don't even really feel disappointed. Of course, that was the result. It couldn't have been anything else.

8 comments:

Me said...

I think we just get used to the bad news and, as you said, come to expect it. A little bit of the hope has died. (Not all of it, just the naive part.)

JJ said...

Im sorry for the negative...I dont think it ever gets "easier"
As they say, dust yourself off, and come back stronger!

Kristen said...

I'm sorry about the BFN. It seems to get harder for me with time but at the same time, I am conditioned for disappointment. I hope for the best but expect the worst. But it still stings when my hope is shot in its tracks.

XOXO

Katarina Jelly Beana said...

I'm so sorry. A negative is never easy.

AwkwardMoments said...

I am sorry there was another negative beta

Karen said...

I'm so sorry. I don't know if it gets easier or if we just get numb. (((HUGS)))

Lisa said...

I'm sorry about the negative.
For me it gets more difficult, but I have grown accustomed to it so it never surprises me anymore.
Hugs to you.

bluehairedwoman said...

so sorry about the BFN. i agree, i think we get numb after so many of them.