So, we go in for the first consultation with the reproductive endocrinologist tomorrow. The office warned me that it will be a very long- about two hours- appointment.
I am feeling so anxious and antsy. I fear that the RE will tell us that IUI is not an option for us given DH's low count. And part of me worries that even if we do it, it won't work and then what do we do.
On top of all that, I wonder if I even ovulated this month. My temperatures are so low despite a biphasic pattern, that I am in serious doubt. Are we going to have infertility diagnoses for both of us now?!
Mostly, I just feel alone. DH doesn't want to talk about these things. The few friends I have confided in don't really understand and I am ashamed to tell my mother for fear of her unsupportive response.
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I'm so sorry you're feeling alone. Feeling alone makes any hard situation harder. I wonder if many of your friends who don't understand would like to try to understand. If they care about your heart and what is important to you, even if it's an issue they haven't dealt with. Maybe your endocrinologist office offers a support group or can refer you to one. Hugs, SW
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